okok, here to update ^^ i finish reading new moon on err thursday supppeeerrr nice XD haiz, how i wish i can fall in love with a vampire at least he loves me forever till the day i die (cos vampires dun die THAT easily or of old age)
i was actually absent frm sch on wed nt as if any1 actually realised that im nt in sch worse is alot of ppl tink that i and qin ting plan to pon sch tge.. lols ><
thurs was the sports carnival i was kinda looking 4ward to it cos he also blue hse ma.. lols :P i came quite early reach stadium at arnd 12 plus ba then went with qin ting to sit at the 1st row cos nth to do ma so i juz stare and daydream lor hahaz, then saw him with his frens walk by and they sat at the last row ehhs i 1st he last.. haiz :(
sports carnival so sian sia i kept on buying drinks and cup noodle to eat heehee XD qin ting was so bored and went to find yun yu they all
i go find melissa we chat tge and she kept on asking me to 'shh'! :X i was toking quite loud la lols, sry jie XD the teachers race was the best!!! saw mr gng run sia SO FAST!!!! :O he 1st time wear sleeveless look so err 'not skinny' lmao, qin ting and melissa say he look SEXY?!?! siao liao arh HE WHR GT SEXY?!?! ~~~
hmm, finally tot through everything i nw rally dunwan to haf anything to do wif love, cos it suck like HELL true love dun exist it only happens in shows and books they make everything seem so perfect but i guess its only bullshit im rally sick of everything.. ><
i also realised how useless i am no matter how much i try 2do for her she still wants to be wif them ya, i admit i must be boring her to death.. make me feel so useless sia she was so happy wif them smiling and laughing all the way but when she is with me, her whole face will turn so zombie like im reminding her of the bad things that happen feel so hurt sia D:
and i played a prank on him.. >< its so funny shld haf seen his reply.. so cute.. but we over le la LONG LONG time ago lo.. juz tt i dunwan give up ma feel so sad lehhs.. >< even my mum oso noe.. she nvr say anything la if other guys sms me she will ask ALOT of qns. but when she noe she say she dun mind worr hahaz, cos she saw him b4 ma.. then say he like nt the bad boy type one.. hmm, hu noes? he might have smoke b4 and we oso wun noe de ma.. gonna put in 101% hard work for SA1 >< jiayous~ ^^
