I'm so glad that at least i still have a few pictures of my grandpa's dog. I heard from my mum that my grandma was actually devastated about its deaths my grandma doted on it a LOT! she cried too :'( i just hope nobody will ever try to mention it to me. because i'm pretty sure i might cry too o.o
last friday, i was like a tortoise :D while climbing up the stairs to the hall, i actually fell on my knees and elbow and my bag was like my shell, it fell on top of me. and yesterday when i woke up, my whole body was so sore that i couldn't stretch though there wasn't any serious injury. when i fell, elaine immediately pull me up i was still like blur blur de. only when i stood up then i realise i actually fell .__. i have no idea what i was thinking of before i fall but all i know is that my position must be so awkward. ARGH! so after i stood out, i was laughing like crazy during cme was so funny, i, elaine, vivian and miko kept laughing but i forgot over what all i know that vivian's laughter is very infectious just hearing her laugh and i can't control myself. VIVIAN ARH~ xD
on Thursday, i actually did a ridiculous thing i was even surprised by myself! i actually sat beside him in the bus == i find myself really stupid. seriously, what was i thinking? no idea? Elaine was like so excited when i told her. so i asked her if she would dare to sit beside the guy that she likes and she says no and anyway, it felt like i was sitting beside a stranger. and a rather weird stranger =X
and school is getting busier and busier. i hate the long hours and i hate the long choir hours even more. but i just have to tolerate it for one and a half year, and i'll leave choir and its pleasant and unpleasant memories behind but there's SYF what's even shitty is that we still have to wear that stupid freaking ass gown i thought they would change it! no way no way! i hate when we have to put make-up for our performance thing is, all of us are not professionals so i feel that we actually look even worse when we have make-up on though i never had any before, as my skin is sensitive to foundation except for lipstick and that eye thing which i forgot what its name is 0.O because it is a must! ><>A theory of mine is that thinking is actually not good for our health. the more you think, the more depressed you get, and the more you lose hope or faith for something. Those people who are happy-go-lucky don't really think too deeply, that's why they are always so cheerful :) right? RIGHT?
another thing that i was thinking about was that why must our shit be brown? i would've prefer white cos it will show that i drank lots of milk and my bones are really healthy. i have no idea why it must be brown lehh why not purple huh? :P
i don't know if anyone feels that way, but i feel that being a senior isn't good at all not any bit. so stressful so so so so so so so so so stressful especially facing the sec 1s. why why why???
I am full of crap == from dog i talk to something else. but anyway, i seriously love SS501, i'm dying to find someone who knows about them so that we can chat endlessly about it but i can't a single one! so pathetic there's ellysa but i can never meet her D: i actually went with nurul to meet her at the ELDDS room but she's not in there NOT FATED~ so so sad ); if all i ever wanted to find is someone who shares the same interest with me, understands me, and will let me have my way, why is it so hard? be it a living or non-living thing, i just hope there's one who would does that for me okay randomly, i really want a teddy bear badly my mum won't allow it as my nose is very sensitive to the bear's fur so i wanted to buy a hairless bear. nope, furless bear ^^ i want to make clothes for it though i have absolutely no idea how to! haha i know it sounds weird, but i hate barbie dolls don't ask me why because i have no idea too. and i just wanted badly to post this video xD
